No excuse

Truly, there are things we can never comprehend.
Why people behave or think the way they do. What or who triggers these thoughts.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and at times we may disagree or never learn about them. We all grow to learn the nature of respecting thoughts and their carriers. Through this timeline, we gain and lose people we once loved or those who we never got a chance to. Bitter as the end may seem, there is no right or wrong, no triumphant or cry of defeat.

If you wish to count the rights and wrongs, you can claim all wins. There is no last say, no scarasm, no discouragement. I'm past being a friend. If you say that all you were doing was thrashing how you felt, I advise you take a good read at what you said before you second that. No, I wasn't trying to reconcile. Again, I have my reasons for not wanting to and I don't have to explain them to you cause clearly, you say to each its own but you can't even respect my opinions. You say I want to be right and live righteously, maybe I do. I want to do the right thing and not be biased to how I feel so at the end of it all, I don't hurt anyone. I may sound like i'm calling praises but I'm not.

As we get older, we learn to be responsible for ourselves. We gain guidance from the people around us and they make us better people. We lift each other up from time to time but friends never make decisions for one another. Don't blame anyone if you have difficulties getting past things. Don't question our whereabouts when you were the one who decided to eliminate everyone and don't say to each its own when you can't even respect everyone else's thoughts. If my efforts were not ample in your context, I apologise.

For being entitled to my own opinions, that I don't apologise for.
If you want to have the last say or if you feel that you're right, go ahead, pin a golden star across your heart and victory is yours.

I thank you for all your efforts, for being a friend no matter the reason or cause. I truly am grateful.

D.